Professional Online Magazine: August 2009

Maria Aura

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Y tu mamá tambien

i think it's time i introduce myself.
i have gotten emails everyday for months asking me "who are you?"
it's always so hard to answer that question without feeling like an idiot.
lately, i have been getting them more than usual, so i caved.
i am letting go of the anonymity.
i figured the best way to answer would be to answer your questions...
so ask away.
♥

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My mum left to go back to the south coast last night after spending two weeks with my sister and two weekends in a row with me. It was so wonderful to have her stay with us and be part of our wee family, even if it was only for a couple of days. She is brilliant with the children and she has a wisdom and calm about her that makes me feel safe and secure. She has endless patience and she is so easy to talk to. She has such inner strength and stays positive no matter what. I think her relationship with God has something to do with that.

I normally cry when my mum leaves to go home but it doesn’t last too long because I know I’ll see her again soon but last night I was really sobbing. Luckily my Boerewors was there to hold me tight while the tears trickled down my cheeks.

You would think that it would get easier to say goodbye after her being living down in the south coast for ten years but, it doesn’t. It gets harder and I think its getting harder because I see my mum is getting older and I realise she’s not going to be around forever. I guess I feel that I never know when I’m going to see her again and the fact that I can’t just “pop in” when I need her or miss her. I want to be there for HER. She’s been there for me no matter what and now that she’s getting older she can’t do everything she used to be able to – physically I mean. She has arthritis in her back and wrists and I can see its sore but she tries to hide it well and carry on regardless. I wish I could help her out and take care of her like she’s done for me all these years. My mum has had a rough life and been to hell and back moving her family to a new country, feeling alone in a new country and now alone in her marriage.

The longing feeling is still with me today even though I have called my mum on the phone to make sure she got home okay…I still feel empty and sad.

She's my best friend and the best and most special mum in the world!!!

I love you!

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I Can Sing a Rainbow

This is a gorgeous little song that my mum taught Kaylin and Megan while she was here this weekend (with the actions) and now they can't stop singing it.

This will be Granny's Song and it has a lovely sweet little melody to it. It reminds me of when I was little and my mum used to sing it to my sister and I.

and the people at the bottom are the Verster family: Keith, Nikki, Wes and Wadie.

If you're into cross stitch - then you're going to love this Hello Kitty pattern for cross-stitch....

SUGAR PLUM FAIRY BALLET COLORING PAGE

Have you ever seen a fairy dance?
Well, here is the Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy and I think you'll agree she is as graceful as she is beautiful... enjoy this fairy video and don't forget to print a few Fairy coloring pages before you leave - and why not be kind and print one or two for a friend too?

Here is the Sugar Plum Fairy for you to print and color in - if you like coloring sheets - scroll down this page and you'll find many more pretty, beautiful, cute and amazing fairy coloring pages. This is a great coloring picture for girls who love fairies and ballet! Good luck!